The Royal We
I will be leaving this tumblr for an undetermined amount of time. I have been sitting on this decision for the past few months and have only begun to really consider going through with it, due to unfortunate circumstances and timing. I have had some really wonderful memories here, and some not so good memories. But even so, it has been an enjoyable experience overall.
A lot has been happening recently over the past few months that has made it very difficult to be here without any form of relapsing. That being said, I feel as though staying on here will only trigger worse fits or memories I would much rather forget. There are simply too many triggers, and it would be all to easy to relapse into any further depression at the fault of myself and others who I’ve dealt with in the past.
I won’t be deleting this account, since it is a record of who I’ve been for the past four years, and I may decide to come back to it later. I will be checking periodically for the last of messages I am expecting to receive. However, after Sunday it will no longer be in use. Thank you all for your support and kindness to me over the years. I love each and every one of you.
This is Rin signing off.
wait, a horoscope thing on my dash that is NOT homestuck? is impossible!
yes its a cult you got it
A perceived happiness…
Or was it merely chemical imbalance.
Anxiety creeping with each new glance
unnecessary… Another solar flare
a mirage of a cracking internal vase.
Deception in its wake
For the ghost of a single hope
Now disappearing once again from view.
Unnecessary… A personal definition…
And knowingly so,
For stars fall quickly and often in meteor showers
Now broken and scattered in cold fire
To wander aimlessly forever more.